I’m not, really.

A few people have told me lately that I’m brave or strong. It’s hard to hear because looking in it would seem that way, but really I just feel scared and uncertain. I want it to be over. I pretend its not happening. I try not to think about the worse case scenario. And I constantly remind myself of what’s right versus what I feel.

The hard choice is usually the right choice. And I hate that, more now than ever.

"Marry your best friend. I do not say that lightly. Really, truly find the strongest, happiest friendship in the person you fall in love with. Someone who speaks highly of you. Someone you can laugh with. The kind of laughs that make your belly ache, and your nose snort. The embarrassing, earnest, healing kind of laughs. Wit is important. Life is too short not to love someone who lets you be a fool with them. Make sure they are somebody who lets you cry, too. Despair will come. Find someone that you want to be there with you through those times. Most importantly, marry the one that makes passion, love, and madness combine and course through you. A love that will never dilute - even when the waters get deep, and dark."

— N (via beatboxgoesthump)

(Source: mariaarroyo, via heatherakemi)

Doing any of these in a westy sound terrifying unless you are traveling with a mechanic and a ton of money/time. I got one outta two - almost there.

Doing any of these in a westy sound terrifying unless you are traveling with a mechanic and a ton of money/time. I got one outta two - almost there.

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manwomanplanvanagon:

These strangers in Oregon make a pretty good case for driving through the state.

david-talley:

Images from my trip to Oregon a few weeks ago! Such a freaking beautiful place, and such awesome times spent with some really great friends. Missin’ it pretty hard right now - good thing I’ll be back in 3 months! :) 

We need this  so bad. Hopefully SOON. 

We need this  so bad. Hopefully SOON. 

It’s been awhile since a quote spoke to me this much. 

It’s been awhile since a quote spoke to me this much. 

Tags: stillhealing

spiritualinspiration:

mymusea:

We’ve gotten ourselves into this mess to a large degree. Among photographers who shoot weddings, there is this low grade grumbling about how tough it is to run a successful business. The economy is blamed, the amount of competition is given as an excuse and the devaluation of photography is also…